The lies you’ve told, the tears I’ve hold
The annoying smile you have when you’re so sure I’m buying your deceptions
The tales of your “I’m sorry”, “I’ve changed” and other bullshits you utter as you hold my hand
I held everything in, I’ll hold everything in.
For you not to get hurt
For you not to be disappointed with yourself
For you not to blame yourself.
I’ll give you forgiveness like I did in the past, for
I know you’ll change (but only for a short period of time). And
I’ll continue playing blind, and playing dumb
Because I love you
despite of your lies I’m drowned with
despite the changes I’ll forever wish
despite all these doubts in my head
I’ll still hold your hand and prevent you from drowning
I’ll still hug you and protect you from the reflections of your sins
I’ll love you
even if that means I’ll be drowning with you
even if that means I’ll be wearing the cuts and bruises from hugging you
I’ll love you until you learn to love yourself
I’ll love you until I have given you everything, and
I’ll still love you even if it means I’ll be left with nothing.